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1.
running late 01:11
running late// someone died on my way to work but i took the toll road dm F A# C so it wasn't a big concern someone died and they blocked three lanes but luckily for me my commute was barely delayed (BRANDON T. "THE CANE TRAIN" POETRY) it's easy enough to forget about death dm A# F C until confronted by a charred skeleton of a midsize suv dm A# F C/c#5 an ambulance with nothing to do four miles of cars waiting and they're frustrated too in three weeks the pavement will still be black two kids in a minivan point hey mommy what's that
2.
mornings 02:24
mornings// i hate the way you can be happy in the morning like you know you’re gonna have a decent day C# G# F# F# i hate the way you smile in the mirror as if your beauty hasn’t started to fade i hate the reflection in your eyes when our faces align and you say something about, being on time while i can barely process these incandescent lights... i hate the way you appreciate breakfast C# G# a#m F# without this coffee today would be endless i hate the way you tie your shoes even though you know they’ll come loose i hate the way you get so happy like i used to i hate the wires in my head that connect when i get out of bed but it’s gotten to the point where i accept it i hate knowing each day can never beat okay i hate how easily i lose like the cool kid in cartoons but when you asked me how it’s going i said fine sometimes it feels more honest to lie sometimes it feels better to pretend i could live this way forever but sometimes the truth leaks out and i fucking start to drown so i’m sorry if i seem despondent i’ll always be less than promised and i can’t help but feel carsick when this whole year has been garbage oh oooohhh
3.
wait 02:14
wait// wait in the parking lot for the rain to stop turn up a quiet song watch the light fall we can be still for a while i can do that easily waiting for the big wave you tell me it’s too late you give me heartbreak now i want an earthquake i want white light too flood our eyes i ask for salvation but know i’d waste it waiting for the fire i’m too old to die young i need a haircut one day of good luck so give me all your bad news i wanna collapse soon just to know that nothing worse could happen oh
4.
okay ,same 02:43
okay ,same// saw your face on the bus E B A B promise i don’t think about you as much as i used to but i scrolled right past your name and wondered what you did that day stood tall at the show wondering if you were there if you knew this band if you still lived here heard your name at the party but it was just the tv would you even wanna see me i might find out if i don’t leave all at once i need to hide E E A B in the bathroom till my phone dies i won’t even try to pull myself together tonight if you were here you’d turn away A it’s okay i feel the same B i’m wasting space A B i’m heartless A B a waste of carbon i’ve been trying to improve E B A B but i don’t wanna get over you and the night won’t stop handing me things i don’t want i just wanna be happy (i need) to feel happy (i need) to feel something that doesn’t numb me but instead i think i’ll hide E E A B in the backyard till my phone dies i won’t even try to add anything to anyone’s night my friends don’t like who i became A it’s okay i feel the same B i’m wasting space i’m heartless A B a waste of carbon
5.
3am 02:33
3am// dying a little faster than usual today A B E F# i think waking up was a mistake A B E E have i suffered enough to complain everyone keeps asking if i’m okay last night’s mess became today’s shrieking head there isn’t much chance i’ll ever leave my bed so don’t think twice c#m A E A about my three a.m. advice c#m A B B i hope you didn’t find it out of line how’s today the same tried getting out of bed it didn’t go so well dying a little faster than usual today waking up was a mistake watching coffee evaporate is it too late to admit i’m afraid please don’t think twice about my three a.m. advice i hope i wasn’t out of line how’s today the same it’s never getting easy, is it?
6.
yr purse 01:01
yr purse// after you lost your purse D A G A i lost you completely we searched for hours D A G A down side streets hopelessly till you gave up G A D D and cancelled your cards well what makes you think G A D G your prayers are worth hearing why do you still think G A D D they'll come true i keep telling you telling you telling you G A D G it’s all about to fall apart and it’s been getting real real dark
7.
two days (maybe)// didn’t change my watch after the flight home F# E thought maybe i could hold onto the peace of a new coast it worked for maybe two days by lunch on the third everything was back to the same i miss the smell of places I've never been B F# g#m mountains surround roads i haven't driven take me take me someplace new i wanna drive all nite with you maybe next time i won't come home B F# g#m E maybe next time i'll choose the road maybe next time i won't come home maybe next time i'll choose... late nights long drives B F# g#m E weary mind heavy eyes i don't wanna go home let's stay out on the road late nights long drives weary mind heavy eyes i don't wanna go home but eyes keep trying to close
8.
over&over&over// my hair is a god damn wreck and my life is a fucking mess i’m not surprised you left i was guessing what you want sorry i’m wrong a lot lost and confused i should’ve listened to you my bones float on your mattress i pretend i’m napping i don’t want this to happen it’s okay i know everything breaks everyone leaves someday even the sun fades even the sun fades the sky is no longer blue and i am coming down too is it too late to undo two hundred weeks? i’m not sure what i’d do differently it’s a game i always play ignore the things that break pretend i’m not afraid not tired now but i will be and i know it my eyes have been closed but my thoughts keep going this is worth losing sleep over quiet so i close my eyes and watch it happen over and over and over and over and it’s okay i know everything breaks everyone leaves someday even the sun fades even the sun fades you’re the reason i stay up when i get stoned you’re the reason i barely made it home almost home// //is almost even close almost home// //is almost even close almost home// //is almost even close (etc) everyone leaves// //even the sun fades, even the sun fades everyone leaves// //even the sun fades, even the sun fades (etc) ooh oh oh
9.
chorus 03:42
chorus// everyday i drown in screens i’ve stopped wondering what it means am i losing my identity through the safety of this routine? the morning sun brings pain but i’m used to it force myself awake pretend i’m used to it why write a chorus when no one’s gonna hear this how can i find love when not even drugs cheer me up wanna leave this place but i’m still in my driveway roll over and decide to make today good by the time light hits my window i’m broken tell myself i’m used to it don’t think getting high will fix this i feel about the same but my eyes are dilated
10.
goodbye 01:27
goodbye// what makes you think you’re so special A# D# what makes you know you’re not maybe i gave up too early yeah isn’t that a thought well it’s getting pretty late now doesn’t mean you shouldn’t start i’m still afraid well yeah, aren’t we all? always (goodbye) A# G# always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always (goodbye) always
11.
walk the dog 02:41
walk the dog// when did i break how long have i been empty space C F am G i’ve gone as far as i can without turning around keep trying to prove to someone that i don’t care it might not get worse but i know something still hurts so turn it on and turn it off F G C F take some xanax walk the dog you won’t get what you deserve you get what you paid for gather whatever remains feel it fall apart but nothing will really change as everything melts away i say nothing’s wrong C F am G watch the sunset all night long then ignore the morning glow pretend there’s nothing outside my window it all made sense half awake in my bed by the morning i forget it was just another dead end turn it on and turn it off F G C F take some xanax walk the dog shrug and say it’s never getting easy F G C C over the course of a month you’ll forget enough F G C F and i guess that’s good
12.
(your purse) 01:02
your purse// after you lost your purse D A G A i lost you completely we searched for hours D A G A down side streets hopelessly till you gave up G A D D and cancelled your cards well what makes you think G A D G your prayers are worth hearing why do you still think G A D D they'll come true i keep telling you telling you telling you G A D G it’s all about to fall apart and it’s been getting real real dark
13.
(wait...)// wait in the parking lot for the rain to stop turn up a quiet song watch the light fall we can be still for a while i can do that easily waiting for the big wave you tell me it’s too late you give me heartbreak now i want an earthquake i want white light too flood our eyes i ask for salvation but know i’d waste it waiting for the fire i’m too old to die young i need a haircut one day of good luck so give me all your bad news i wanna collapse soon just to know that nothing worse could happen oh
14.
(2daze) 01:54
(2daze)// didn’t change my watch after the flight home thought maybe i could hold onto the peace of a new coast it worked for maybe two days by lunch on the third everything was back to the same i miss the smell of places I've never been mountains surround roads i haven't driven take me take me someplace new i wanna drive all nite with you maybe next time i won't come home maybe next time i'll choose the road maybe next time i won't come home maybe next time i'll choose... late nights long drives weary mind heavy eyes i don't wanna go home let's stay out on the road late nights long drives weary mind heavy eyes i don't wanna go home but eyes keep trying to close
15.
(garden) 01:50
(garden)// descend below clouds as the plane jumps around we land in JFK and it’s raining a pretty forgettable day in june on the way to my grandfather’s funeral rent a car, hop on the long island expressway guess my dad didn’t wanna deal with the train we stayed at his tiny house in watermill couldn’t admit how empty it seemed his ashes were dumped in the garden near some asparagus seeds even though a lot of people wanted them scattered on the beach when i was a kid we visited every summer for a week it was only three miles from flying point beach my brother and i ate berries from the vine while our grandpa grilled corn every night i used a camera to take pictures of birds in flight cried when i learned you can't expose film to sunlight every year we took a family picture out front one day i’ll find every single one i looked up the house on a satellite map someone bought it and knocked it down tore out the garden and dug up the grass beautiful things are never allowed to last

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written mostly 2019-2020
recorded 2020-2021
mixed 2021

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released November 5, 2021

low horizon is:
john gottlieb
jasmine fuller
brandon t. “the cane train” cane

low horizon lp:
written by - john gottlieb
produced by - low horizon & ryan gottlieb
bleepy synths on two days & chorus - ryan
recorded/mixed/mastered by - john
extra vocals - jasmine
poetry (track 1) - brandon
truly provider/jasmine vocal coach - brandon
album art by - ryan gottlieb


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